Friday, 17 April 2009
The candles give a lovely glow. It's been a warm day and I've just returned from seeing Tiff and Jamie who have kindly been baby-sitting one of the folders since Monday evening. S at netball tonight - and is wanting to go away at the weekend. Feeling very down since the Easter weekend. Seem to be caught up in something that I find utterly perplexing. One of those periods in my life where helplessness surfaces with a vengeance. Although I wonder if this emergence is a cover for a plain and simple truth. A personal truth only perhaps but this truth of 'desire's signpost' doesn't always point in the right direction. In fact I don't think it ever does.